its been almost a year now.
and i wish i could say i have changed.
i look different, have better friends, and more confidence.
but i still am balancing family and the show and try not to diappoint anyone. and i am still trying to get all the my grades up before the finish.
i have fallen in love, been broken, been abandoned, and relapsed way more than i would like to remember.
i laughed and became who i was.
i got close to people who mattered.
i grew in faith, in opinions, and three inches.
but somehow, after all that, i still feel like the same emily. the one that manipulated her mother and talked about evryone behind their back becau